A Journey Inwards

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In the battle of perception

between good-bad, evil-civil, right-wrong

Whenever my EGO gets crushed

I Seek the easy way out!

I pick up the role of a judge when I win

The victim when I lose.

And in an ingenious move, I Invoke the theory of karma

To shame my nemesis in their success.

Connivingly and Conveniently

Interchanging the roles,

swiftly moving between two ends and

trying to be at the top of the game in every situation.

The wisdom dawned upon me

When I discovered the third dimension

to this game of moral uprightness.

It unravelled itself as TIME, the supreme watchdog.

TIME started moving parallelly with me

watching, recording, auditing and sending

subtle messages and messengers

signals to assist and alert about impending disasters.

The arrogant I, after repeated upheavals in the results,,

started decoding the signals and messages of TIME

respecting its Emissaries and Messiahs in

the form of events, trees, rains, humans and animals.

Results started trickling in when I became

observant and receptive to the jurisprudence of time.

That it rewards and punishes us more for our INTENT.

TIME cares the least about *How we killed*?

And more about "Why we killed"?

This made me a seeker; hence I started the Journey Inwards

of watching every thought and its source.

Failing, Falling, Rising, learning and Unlearning.

The journey is on with

TIME as an eternal guide and companion.